Saturday 9 March 2013

Lama menyepi..


Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Saat ni, menunggu suami pulang dari kerja..so, takde ape nk buat, on Ipad, Hp dan juga laptop utk main candy crush saga (game dlm FB), kinda addicted! :D

Masih menunggu AF datang secara natural.. i think i shud take duphaston start today la... dh lebih 2ww dh pn since nk buat iui haritu..

Esok, geng2 TTC buat picnic kat Sg. Congkak, siap pot luck gittewww..sayang sgt, esk kene hantar pengantin..tak dpt join! sape2 nk join, sila lah yea..seronok taw....boleh chek FB TTC ya kwn2...

so..ni dulu stakat ini...
I sit here and wonder
Is it ever to be?
Will I get to display
The mother in me?
Wonder in time
How the story will end,
Will they just be for others-
The showers I attend.
When's it my turn

What my future might be,
To plan and prepare
God, please tell me.
I just need to know
How long to be strong,
For sometimes I question
my strength to go on.
I sit here and wonder
Is it ever to be?
Will I get to display
The mother in me?

5 comments:

  1. Insyaallah.. one sweet day akan tibaaa ;))

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  2. Your poem tersentuh hati. It stirred something in me that I have been trying to cover up since our failed IVF... "Will I get to display
    The mother in me?" May we be lucky one day *hugs*

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